or actually, a couple of years ago during my high school career, i had what i thought to be a fabulous idea: go to a place where no one knows me and be what i want. a part of me didn't like myself, so i thought that if i could go away, i could start over as someone else that i wanted to be.
in a sense, i did just that. i went to a college on the other side of the country to become who i wanted to be. but i didn't exactly become who i wanted to be. or rather, the person that i've become isn't someone that i'm happy with either. it's sad, but i'm beginning to realize this disappointing fact.
i don't really know how to amend this situation for sure, but hopefully, things will get better.
About Me
- iloveyouplatonically
- a freshman at williams college. sometimes my actions don't seem very nice, but i mean well, really, really, always mean well. i also have quirks, and possibly neurosis. also: there is more; there is always more, sometimes the mores even contradict, and that's okay, also.